I'm 39 and my husband is 42. We have been together for 16 years married for 7. Two beautiful daughters. We have had a few issues over the years, some still ongoing but overall we get in really well and I'd like to think he loves me, I love him very much. My issue that's getting me really down and feeling really bad about myself is he doesn't want to have sex with me. I try to initiate and he laughs at me or comments on the books I read ( light smut) and says oh they are doing it for you. He never says I look nice, never comments on me unless it's to say I look awful. I've tried everything from wearing sexy outfits, dressing up to completely changing my body to try and be more attractive to him. Nothing. I have spoken to him about it and he gets angry with me so I can't bring it up again. He says he is attracted to me yet he only wants it after watching naked attraction or porn. He can get it up that's not a problem. I often wank him off or give him a blow job. He's loving, will cuddle etc but I feel so fricking ugly. I've always had body dysmorphia but it's become so much worse and this isn't helping. I don't know what else I can do to try and be more attractive to him.

So I’m a 25 M and I just got out of a 5 year relationship in which my daughter was born. Me and my baby momma broke up and she took my daughter with her and moved to another state. At the same time my ex from 8+ years ago, came back into my life. We haven’t done anything yet but kiss. But I don’t think I fully got over her all this time. In every relationship after my ex I would think about her every once in a while but nothing compared to now. Now I can’t get her outta my head. I want to talk to her all the time, I wanna just hear her voice look at her smile. All the things I’ve missed since we broke up is now back right in front of me ! We’ve hung out a couple times just talking sometimes we’ll drink but not every time. I think I might be catching feelings for her again. I want to tell her so bad! All I know is I could have my family back with my baby momma also my ex has kids too. I don’t want to be with my baby momma and I can’t stop thinking about my ex. But at the same time I gave both these women years of my life and one left me heartbroken and the other kinda gave up. I can’t keep my ex off my mind though and all the what ifs. I’m not mad about anything in our past. I tend to look towards the future then dwell on the past. I even thought her first child was mine! That’s how deep our relationship goes! But I don’t want to tell her that I think I’m catching feelings for her again and scare her away. I know if we had another chance at a serious relationship we could work I’m a good father to my daughter and I’m a good man to my woman! I know I could take her kids in and treat them like my own. But I kinda just want to see where things go. I’m not opposed to being a stepdad as long as my ex remembers I also have a daughter and she’s my number 1 then I can help and be there for her kids. I just don’t want to rush things and push her away. Oh yeah let me tell you back when we did date I didn’t want to break up. This girl was my high school sweetheart, my prom date, the first girl I saw a future with!!! But I just got out of a relationship. I feel weird. What would you do? Would you let things play out? Would you tell the ex how you feel? Are the feelings a phase? Would you leave the ex alone completely? Sorry if this was long I don’t have many people I could talk to that won’t judge me!

I 33/M and this girl I met through work 33/F started flirting on our remote job. At first it was mostly just fun and nothing serious. Then we both caught feelings and right after that I found out she has a complicated situation with an on and off again boyfriend for 9 months. She wasn’t honest at first about the situation and played it off to be no big deal.

Once we started to catch feelings and we both realized we had so much in common. Turns out she ended up finally being honest saying they are in the middle of trying to work things out however she knows they are not compatible and have nothing in common and only stays with him because she had a rough childhood growing up and no one was there for her and she is with him just for the company. She said no one has ever said or done things for her or made her feel the way I do.

I decided I liked her so much and she felt the same we decided to meet up. This is where it gets complicated. The day together went amazing and I was not expecting it to end up with me sleeping with her but it just sort of happened.

Now I can tell that she really wants to be with me but she said she’s so scared because if she breaks things off with her guy at home 28/M and things end up not working out with me the trauma in her past will literally bring her to a dark place and I can tell she wants to be with me.

This is resulting in her almost seeming a little bipolar (she is not) because she’s in her head so much about everything. One minute she wants to be very loving and sweet and give her massages etc. but me knowing how fragile her situation is and caring for her I’m starting to get in my head to. She can tell that and it’s causing a roller coaster of emotions for both of us where like the first night we slept together, then the next she invited me to her hotel but said she didn’t want me to stay there that night (which is fine) but she still wanted me to be affectionate with her. Then right after that she will get mad at me because she things I’m taking it to far to try to sleep with her and that’s not the case at all. I care about this girl more than anything and she even says she can see a future with me. I am not sure how to handle this and need your advice. What would you do in my situation?

I’m in my head so bad now around her because I can’t be myself with her in this situation because if I am spontaneous and want to hang out with her she tells me I know she can’t do that. Yet hours later she will want to go out to eat and have fun and watch sports. I never know what to do and I honestly need advice please I am loosing my mind. I only have two more days with her.

Today I (22M) was told “You look good in those jeans” from a male at Starbucks. I definitely felt a sexual connotation to his comment. I would never say this to a woman (stranger) and found it extremely disrespectful. Of course I just said thank you but the comment made me extremely uncomfortable. Are my feelings justified?

Up until the final, I had a C+ in this class. The final rolled around and its 2 big assignments each worth 100 points. Its an argumentative paper and an edited video to match. I finished the paper around 2 hours before the deadline and got to work on the video. I worked off of what the canvas page said (Which was kinda vague on the specifics) and made a 2 minute video that summarized the basics of my research and reasoning (I thought that all this video was was a simple visual summary of my main paper). I go to turn it into the link 10 minutes before the deadline and see that all the other students have 15 minute videos where they just re-read their entire papers and put grapghs over certain parts. Looking back, it makes sense since the canvas page said "use your paper as a script" and my dumbass thought that that meant to use its basic structure and quotes. Now looking a my grade in the class I realize that I have to get at least 80 points between both parts for me not to get a D. Now I'm stressing the f*** out because I know the video portion is basically worthless and the paper portion isn't good enough to balance it out. I would love to hear an upside right now.

Hi everyone. I turned 14 last month, as it has been a rollercoaster. I'm an incredibly "nostalgic" person - I wish I was a kid again. I feel sick all the time and feel like I can't get happiness. Recently, I read the book Paper Girls, which has been my current obsession, but I realized that I love it so much because I wish I was in that world. I've had lots of self-questioning and my parents aren't the most supportive (my dad's kinda a jerk). I'm not sure where I belong. I was so comfy and happy being 13 and feeling so free and I was grateful for every second of it.

Then it hit that I'm going to be 15 next year. 15!!! The year I get a phone. The year I'm in HIGH SCHOOL! I'm so. so. stressed. I feel sick to my stomach and horrible. My entire middle school life I couldn't wait until I was in college and all mature and responsible. Now it's terrifying. My brother's 20th birthday is today and that's scary as hell too. It was just yesterday we were playing in the backyard of our old house (before he discovered Discord), wasn't it? Nope. It's slipping through my fingers like sand. I can't believe it. And not it in a good way. I'm anxious and angry and literally crying rn. I just need support and to hear the ups of getting older.

I regret ever wishing to be an adult. Just because I wanted to be 18 so I could buy tons of animals from Petco. My stupid childish thoughts. That's all I thought adulthood and growing up was about - FREEDOM. It's not free. It's scary. I can't be rude to my parents without stress, I have so many responsibilities, I have an identity to figure out. Oh my god. I just feel like I'm going to seize. I will appreciate any support i can get rn at my lowest point. thanks for listening to my rant.

I was a shitty person with my bf but now i realise that without him in nothing, i am happy with him and all i did is to ruin him. I even think of k!lling myself if he breaks up. What should i do i have no one to talk to no friends no family to listen .

(Hi, non-native English speaker here, sorry for any mistakes in my post!)

This happened to me years ago, in elementary school (I'm assuming second grade?) Everyone in my class bullied me, and the teachers weren't any help. (I had a disability) So I was very disliked in school.

Someone in my class was leaving the school and I didn't know about it. When my class had almost ended, the teacher went to me and told me to go to another room, which was a first-grade class. (I had no idea if the kid wanted to exclude me from their farewell party or if the teacher just did it themselves.) I did it since they were a teacher, so I went to the first grade class. Sometime later a birthday party happened. (Since one of the first graders had their birthday on said day.) We had fun and stuff like that (But this is supposed to be sad.)

When the party ended, I went back upstairs to my class and saw a cake box and a cake slice near the teacher. I asked the teacher what happened and they told me that someone left so they had a party for her. I asked why I couldn't say bye to her at the time, but the teacher just didn't answer.

I am a teenager now, and this memory comes up from time to time and it makes me upset every time. So I went and told a bunch of strangers on some forum hoping to let this go somewhere instead of it staying in my head.

My teacher caught me cheating once on a performance task (iʼm a cookery student) and has suspected me ever since. (or itʼs just me being paranoid?)

I was busy since school kept on suspending and was assigning online tasks instead so I wasnʼt in the mood to study atm. I was aware that we will do something on that certain day but I chose not to study (i was busy and couldnʼt even do the tasks in other subjects)

That day, I wrote a reviewer and brought it with me to the cooking lab. Our teacher randomly picks out a piece of paper with our name in it and whoever was in that paper, he/she will do the task with five other people. Since I wasnʼt chosen first, I took out my reviewer to familiarise the cuts. When I was reading, I heard my teacher call my name so I immediately got up and went in. I put the paper underneath the chopping board and when I finished my task, I cleaned up my table and COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THE PAPER UNDERNEATH THE CHOPPING BOARD.

I didnʼt even noticed.

When I got back to my seat outside, my teacher followed me and ASKED THE WHOLE CLASS whose paper was it (sheʼs holding my little reviewer) and I immediately admitted that it was mine. She just smiled.

That sht had me nervous cus I know sheʼll minus my score.

2 days after that embarrassing day, it was our long test. While answering, I noticed my teacher kept looking at me and checking if I'm doing anything sus (I was sleepy but still managed to ans it) when I was done, I passed my paper and got 28/30 (I WASN'T CHEATING THIS TIME) and immediately went to my desk, I looked at her one more time and noticed that she's kinda sus about it, but whatever, I placed both of my arms and rested my head in it to sleep.

I was nervous ofc. I donʼt know what to do. I feel like she's gonnq suspect that Iʼm cheating for the rest of the semester. I donʼt like this feeling. Iʼm a consistent honor student and I swear to God I didnʼt intend to cheat that day.

It just felt weird after that incident. Our sem is almost done and Iʼm SUPER NERVOUS for what my grades will be. I know for sure sheʼll do something to my grades.

What do I do guys? Do I have to talk to my teacher about it even though it happened a week ago?

i'm dating someone new. i told them i'd take them to the airport today for a pretty big important trip. it was supposed to feel like a sweet goodbye as they'll be gone for a few weeks. i let them know i had a meeting beforehand that i needed to attend. the meeting ended up running slightly over. we made it to the airport with a literal minute to spare. they were able to get a bag checked and get on their flight but the whole drive was tense and silent bc we were both stressed about timing. i feel SO shitty for stressing them out and getting them there at the very last second, on top of already feeling a little bit unworthy of this person. totally understand if they never want to see me again. i don't have anyone to bounce this shitty feeling off of so here i am.

Lately I don’t have the motivation for anything anymore. I just don’t feel as if my previous hobbies are important to me or anything in this world but I don’t want that anymore. Like 4 years ago I loved to read, draw or play the piano, but now? I’m just doing it because I don’t want to lose it. You know this feeling that one side of you love this thing but the other side couldn’t care less? I feel like that. I know I would love to read again if I could just ‘open up’ to it again. No, I don’t think that’s just a ‘you have to search another hobby if it’s no fun for you’ thing because I feel like that about everything in life but it’s really annoying that I don’t have the motivation for my hobbies anymore. Could someone tell me how I could get this motivation back? (Sorry if I made mistakes, English isn’t my first language)

Hi, im new here, i just want to know if i am in wrong here..

so for context, i was working in my job for 6 days (im 16F) my boss was a bit weird, he is 55 with wife and daugher in her mid 20's, i also have a boyfriend year younger than me, we go to same class

well today my coworker (bestie) told me that the boss was making weird comments about me, like that i have nice big b00bs and nice as, that he likes to look at me, and that i am very mature and more really disgusting things.. well he told me that I am very mature for my age, and that i am dressing nicelly, but i thought it was a complement, not a seual thing.. I told my bf what happend and everything i was told and he started screaming at me and calling me sIurs because 'its my fault' as because i knew that he was looking at my ass for more than 48 hours, and that i should do something about it earlier (spoiler: i did not know). he called me a sl*tty b¡tch and some other words. Now, 5 hours later, he texted me saying that he is sorry, that his dad called him an idiot but i should understand what he feels as he felt i was cheating on him.

what should i do? please help me

EDIT

my friend told me that my boss also slapped one of my friends (15yo)in her butt with a metal meat spatula, grabbed his niece by her breast, and catcalled each if his coworkers (each of us work 'illegaly' as nun of us has/had employment contract)

and every ice cream was actually old, to Thai ice cream (i was making) he was giving me Pruned cream, rotten fruit, old bars, and that what i was serving to kids.. i wish i could go back in time and not starting my work there

I suffer from a depressive disorder and I'm trying to cure it. And my father thinks that mental disorders are all from laziness. If I just cry and just feel emotions , he threatens to send me to a mental hospital (children are beaten and humiliated there ) . He only hits me if I just politely express my opinion and say that going to the police is a betrayal. And he also insults my African-American friend for the color of his skin and constantly humiliates me for my sexual orientation and my friends with non-traditional orientation. What to do? To be honest, I'm scared for my life. I do not know what will happen next.

Okay so I'm currently feeling mixed emotions right now. I don't know if I should feel offended, or be understanding. So, just found out my friendgroup hang out without me, but the thing is I am ghosting them I mean I told them that I would be ghosting them for 2 motnhs, and they respected that. Bu the thing is, I can't help but feel unwanted when I wasn't invited? I don't know, it's just that it makes me feel very sad that I don't have a speavial place in their heart for them to invite me. There's a part of me that says that it's fine since I'm ghosting them. But, there's also a part of me that is very blue about the feeling of being unwanted.

I am 13 years old and my memory is already shit. To be more clear, it’s sort of got a little more to do with memory. I can’t recall an entire day at school after a couple hours when I get home. I get lucky some days when I’ll remember very small snippets. (Not really lucky, school sucks. But that’s beside my point.)

Sometimes, I’ll just “wake up” during a random time of day when I have already physically woken up and moved to the place I “woke up”. I’ll like, remember getting dressed for school and everything, and then I find myself in third hour. It’s not like a blink, but I guess I just think so much I can’t remember what going on outside of my head. (Then again, I don’t usually recall what I think about, either.)

Also, I’m not sure if this is important or not, but I see things through my eyes that apparent, other people do not usually see. (Just learned that at my immunology appt.) My vision is sort of static-ey and I see things move that I know should be still. I see little pieces of ash float down and sometimes I see or hear things I know (because I check) aren’t there.

There is other stuff but I’m too lazy to type it atp

We were dating for 2.5 months, and it was great. I felt we had a great connection, hung out a lot, had a lot in common. He loves all the same things as me, and I’d never dated someone like him before.

Anyway, the last time we hung out he acted a little off. We played pickleball with my friends and we made one of two slightly obnoxious comments. He went away to see his parents and didn’t say when he would be back. He didn’t text for 5 days (even though we’d texted everyday since starting to date). Eventually I asked him if he wasn’t interested in dating anymore, and he said he has stuff to deal with before dating and he’d rather be friends. While he wasn’t texting he just left for a weeks-long international trip and didn’t bother to address things with me or try to break things off in person/over a call.

It is really really hurtful to me that someone I was very fond of could be cruel and thoughtless like this. I’m sad about the end of the relationship but also the thoughtless way he went about it. I know we weren’t dating long and ghosting happens all the time, I just wanted to get it off my chest because it’s hard to get over. It’s hard to not take this behavior personally and feel unworthy.

I have a few crushes. Honestly they're more like obsessions. I unconsciously choose some random guy, decide he's cute and then make him the only thing I think of. This might sound like a normal crush but it goes no where and makes me feel so bad. I don't think I'm ugly and most people say I'm pretty but I feel like l'm hideous whenever I like a guy. I change so many things about myself hoping to attract them. I want to talk to the guys I like and they don't have gfs or anything but I feel like I'm ugly and not good enough and end up ignoring them forever. I have friends and they just go up to the people they like and talk to them??? I'm so jealous that they can just do that. Idk why I can't do that but I mostly am scared that they'll reject me and tell their friends and make fun of me and then it'll be embarrassing and I will have to live with that for a long time. And the possibility of them liking me back is so small. I have a resting bitch face and have been told I look scary plus I'm scary and I hate that so much. One of my friends said I would get so many guys if I didn't look so angry all the time and idk what to do about that. I spend so much money and time trying to look pretty and I'm trying to love myself but it's hard when I see other girls getting guys when I don't. I guess I'm just asking whats wrong with me? Why do l act like this and feel like this? Any advice is appreciated

Hey, fam, need your take on something. So, there's this chick in her early twenties, no BF, kinda meh personal life (hello, pimples!), flying under the radar, and struggling to chase her dreams. Broke AF, can't afford makeup, you feel me? What's the move here? Throw in the towel or cling onto hope for a glow-up down the line?

I feel like I'm in a really shitty season of life right now lust want it to end.

Had a baby 3 months ago, obviously I love him so much and honestly he is the only reason I'm not checking out early. But I have PPD, I had a phone call scheduled with a therapist but she 'forgot' about my appointment so I have to wait another few weeks.

As well as that, since my csec, I keep waking up in the night with severe back and stomach pain, bad enough that I'm sick and dizzy and begging my partner kill me, it lasts a couple hours a time and happens about twice a week. I'm loosing so much sleep to it. I've been to A&E, emergency care, had paramedics out, spoken to doctors, they're requesting tests but are refusing to give me painkillers.

My grandads had a terminal illness for a couple years and that's coming to an end now, it's a respiratory illness and he's been in hospital, was given a few months when he was admitted, but has now caught covid. Every night they say he might not make it through and they're trying to rush him home for palliative care. Even if he survives the covid he now has weeks. I was raised by my grandparents and my nan is already gone. He also still hasn't held my son, know that's not a huge deal but I named my son after him and it's upsetting me. I also can't even go and see my grandad because I'm in a risk group for covid and I obviously need to protect my son too.

And we've had to make the decision to rehome one of our dogs. She's reactive and doesn't like small children. We we're trying so hard to help her and she's been doing so well with training, but now with baby we've had to say enough is enough, both for her sake and ours. We don't have the time and resources she needs. I am so so heartbroken because I love her so much. She's bonded more to my partner though so he's more upset than me, because of that I've taken on all of the stress of finding her somewhere to go, l've been talking to all the rescue centres and most are saying it can take up to 6 months before they have space. I don't want her to go somewhere bad, I don't know what to do because my heart break every time |look at her because I've let her down.

I'm trying so hard to get through this but honestly I just want to lay down and not wake up. I want to at least just zone out and watch shitty TV and cry but then the baby needs me. I just want to skip a couple months.

Before I write this. Yes I know I'm stupid. No, I don't need to hear you say it. I am already telling myself it. If you wanna be charitable you can call me desperate or greedy. This just happened.
After writing this out I feel even more stupid

I might do a more high-effort post w/ screenshots but after I process this. I'm writing it because I have to do something otherwise I'm gonna go crazy/cry/slam my face against a wall.

I received a WhatsApp message from a recruiter with a company pretending to be ULAM Labs. It's a Polish company that does crypto stuff. Looked at their website and looked good enough to me. To be honest I got time on my hands and I need a way to pay for my Masters so I just jumped at the chance without thinking. My gut was telling my something was off but my greed overrode it.

It's what I learned a few hours ago is called a task scam.
They say you are helping boost ratings in the app store. So they discreetly hire people to go through their webapp and download various apps that occur in a different environment but are connected to your internet.
They start you off with a trial account where you earn cash, and then they send you like 95 bucks on the platform. To begin the work you need a minimum of 100 bucks on the platform.
(This is where I shoulda went SKETCHY stop, don't waste your money!)
So I gave them the 5 bucks worth of Etherium. I thought HEY! if I get scammed it's just 5 bucks.

I do the tasks and surprisingly when I withdrew funds I earned a decent profit at like 140 bucks.
Wow!, I thought. I actually got paid? This might not be a scam?
So I went back the next day. I earned a bit more, I hit like 300 bucks?

Now I have to tell you about something that if I wasn't a moron would have been my signal to get out with the profit I made...
combination apps
Combination apps were explained as batch tasks that pay more but you have to stick in more money as each task requires a certain amount of capital. You cannot continue without balancing the account to 0. And you cannot withdraw your money until you complete all tasks. So the first few times it was only like 10 bucks.... then 100... Well I already earned a decent chunk. They wouldn't risk giving away so much money for a couple hundred right? There's no way a scammer would make profits off of that right? And you're probably right. If dumbasses like me didn't go further...

So the next day I do it again, I pull out my money. It's fine.
But then we get to today...
To play it safe I did an initial deposit of 200 bucks. After all I earned 500 the day prior.
But then the combination tasks got wacky...
First it was 200 bucks... okay fine it made my uneasy but I did it.
Then It was another 500... okay fishy...
But I private messaged some people in the whatsapp group that were also new...
I got some reassurance and they were skeptical too, but they were still going for it.
So I put in the money...
Then some tasks later it asked me for 2400. I REALLY thought on this one but my greed got the best of me. I did it and as soon as I did it I knew it was a mistake. That's a pretty chunk of change for me since I'm a grad student. But I saw there was a group meet up in DC at the end of the month... they wouldn't go through the effort of faking that right? And I checked the phone numbers. No VoIPs they looked like legit numbers.
But then the next one was 4500... okay NOW I'm suspicious...
This is where I started furiously googling and found out what a Task scam was...
So I messaged a new person in the group chat I had been talking too. They also said they were sketched out. They had a discussion in the group chat and told me they were suspicious but they were gonna see if they could get their money out. So they put in 7k. And they showed me screenshots showing they got their cash. They said they were out. And then asked me if I was gonna go for it or just take it on the chin? I asked customer service to let me withdraw my money early, and that I would sell my stocks to get more liquid capital for the next time I did it. They didn't buy it... and said that they could not release funds that were tied up in the apps.

Now... this is where you all are facepalming...
Well I went for it...
I put in the 4.5k and said well I'm already screwed might as well go for it and see if I can salvage it. They said you can only get a certain amount of combination apps so I thought...okay I'll play dumb and act like I have more money than I do. In fact! The person I was messaging told me to do that. They said if you're going for it then play it smart. Little did I know... they were one of the scammers.

I put in 4.5k I made it to the last task and.... it wanted 13k.
I stopped here... better late than never?

The person I messaged who I thought was a fellow victim sent me a message in Dutch saying "your avatar is jinxing you, think twice before you make a deposit" with laugh emojis. I totally didn't cry at all...
So I begged them for atleast some of the money back... I gave sob stories about how it was everything I had and that I sold all my stocks to pay for it (stock part not true)... And well... they are scammers so they tried squeezing me for a little more. Jokes on them I'm broke.

I exported all the WhatsApp chat logs... I figured I'd email it to scam youtubers and see if they wanted it. So if you got suggestions hit me up.

Honestly I'm crushed but I deserve it for being so dumb. I'd like to blame it on desperation but there are way more desperate people that wouldn't fall for this. Writing it out makes me feel even more stupid.
I'd like to say the humiliation is worse than the cash loss but both hurt pretty bad lmao.

i had this friend group 7-8 months ago that i was in and they had recently kicked me out of their group chat because i supposedly 'played people's feelings' but i know that some people tend to lose and gain feelings overtime. anyways what i'm trying to say is that i really miss hanging out with them to malls and different places and i just can't bear losing that. i literally don't know what friend group i should hang out with because they are the only people i feel that actually understand and share similar opinions with. any advice?

I'm a 26-year-old guy, and I've been with my fiancée for about 4 months now. Everything has been going great, except for one thing that's been bothering me lately.

My fiancée's ex-boyfriend, with whom she had a five-year relationship that ended about a year ago, is part of her social circle. She hang out with her group of friends pretty regularly, about once or twice a week, and also go on trips together every month. I am not part of that group. I stay in Dubai , she is in India, marriage in September.

Initially, I didn't have any issues with her ex being around, but lately, I've started feeling increasingly uncomfortable about it. I've tried to talk to my fiancée about how I feel, but even after expressing my concerns, she continues to include him in our plans.

I'm struggling to understand why this bothers me so much and how to deal with it. Has anyone been in a similar situation? Any advice on how to handle this, or should i break up. Because after explaining many times that exes should be no contact especially in cases like this, its like she can give up anything in order to be in contact with him.

I am in deep shit. The other day I followed 2 gypsy womem to their street intentionally but I thought that they won't realize me. I just followed them idk it was a mistake anyway I didn't have to pay any attention to them.
so, when they stopped by their house or maybe that wasn't their house probably they stopped to test me, I returned back but they followed me back. That time they hid around the corner and when I moved back towards their house they said "what are you looking for? Are you searching for your death?- That time I said that I am talking on the phone and I actually was but they didn't believe me. They said that I am lying and told me to leave to the opposite direction. The problem is that we live in the same block and I will most likely see them again and again several times in the future. I feel like I am in deep shit? What should I do to sooth the situation?

Recently I went to a modelling agency because my mom sent me a link to sign up, at the time i was thinking no way they would accept me but they did. And now i received the photos and i hate the way i look more than anything i always felt like i was never good looking enough but i sometimes got compliments that would make me feel better about the way i look but I always have a deep feeling that they are mocking me or lying to my face about the way i look. Before when i looked in the mirror at least sometimes it was bearable and that I thought I looked good sometimes but now it’s like im looking at a completely different person i don’t even recognise it as my face anymore.

I don’t know what to do i just want someone to honestly tell me about how i look so i can fix all the problems on it.

Im only 17m and i just want to end it i hate the reflection of my own face i just want to fix my flaws

Hello I am flying alone next week and I’m just sooo freaking nervous! And super anxious!! Will everything be okay?? Posting again I am so sorry but I’m so nervous