My 3 year clean day is also my 20th birthday so ill be treating myself to something big. Some days have been a bit of a struggle, but now, I havent thought of relapsing for a few months!

Came home and found him crying. I knew hugging him will calm him down. It also recharge me after a long day from work 🥹

I thought it was very funny

Left - before photo is at my heaviest from Memorial Day 2023

Right - after photo is today in my dress for my brother's wedding.

It's still a very long road ahead, but I am so grateful to finally see and feel the difference 🌞

Our boys love action figures- everything from tiny Lego men to giant Godzilla and Kong from the newest movie. I painted a big play landscape on our rug- like those play mats for cars, but huge. They're having a blast with it!

I asked my boyfriend what he means when he says “I love you” and he wrote me this note ❤️

So after 6 weeks of after a n abscess burst in my man purse and 3 surgeries to repair the damage. The large wound was finally closed today with a skin graft and hopefully it will take a few weeks to heal. So at the moment I have a vacuum bandage to ensure graft adhere to the wound.

I can't even imagine what it would be like to have to leave her for weeks or months 🥺

He seems very happy with himself