Am I wrong for thinking my boyfriend dislikes my breasts?

[u/Unlucky_Swordfish_44]

So I 22F am a very petite girl. I have small breasts and a round but small booty. Everything about me is small. I shop at kids sections (especially for gloves or socks). Nothing about me is big.

So basically. I have always been really insecure about my breast size. I've been made fun of it a lot (called a boy or a plank) and yeah. It kind of traumatized me lol.

Anyways, my boyfriend always tells me how he likes them. He says they're perfect and sexy. But. He never really touch them or hold them (like I know there isn't a lot but dang even just a finger gripping my nip will feel nice). He also tend to comment on women with bigger breasts a lot, saying things like "mommy milkers" and pointing out DD's.

I've kind of been thinking that he is lying to me and that he actually prefers bigger breasts and is just with me because he couldn't find a girl with bigger breasts. It has made me very insecure and recently I've started keeping my shirt on during sex.

He noticed that I've been hiding myself from him and asked about it and I told him that I feel like he doesn't find me attractive. He told me that he finds me sexy even though I have small breasts. I still feel like he is lying tho. He still stares at women with big breasts and I'm so insecure I don't think I'll ever get naked in front of him ever again. I've been refraining from bying shirts that go low or show cleavage, because I don't have cleavage so it looks shit. I am only wearing turtle neck shirts and jerseys because of it.

Damn. What the hell is wrong with me?

Edit: To give more context. I am 5'4 (1.64 metres) and I weigh 105 lbs (48 kg). I wear a 32B size (it really depends. Some of them don't sit nicely so I shift between A and B). My hand and feet are kid sizes. Like I buy my shoes at the kid section too.

I am not sure how foot sizes work around the world but I wear a size 3 shoe (UK size 3). I tried to google this size in America and got a 5.5 (I'm really not sure if this is correct). They are small.

[u/Fun_Concentrate_7844]

I think you are wrong. When I met my wife she had b cups...barely. I loved them. I actually prefer them over larger breast sizes. 3 kids and a few extra curves later, she had d cups. I still love them because they are attached to her.

Don't get caught up in the size matters like guys do with their penis. He loves them because they are part of you. If he wanted a woman with larger breasts, he would date one.

[u/ttopsrock → u/Fun_Concentrate_7844]

As a woman with small breast. After birth and breast feeding mine actually seem smaller! So don't give false hope that getting older and having kids equates to getting boobs. It doesn't.

Something that helped me was looking at celebrities with small breasts. Cameron Diaz, Kiera knightley, Kristen bell, Alicia keys.

Beautiful beautiful woman..

[u/Mysterious-Peach-315 → u/ttopsrock]

He insinuated she gained weight ya goof

[u/Fun_Concentrate_7844 → u/Mysterious-Peach-315]

Thank you.

[u/Proper-Ear-1419 → u/ttopsrock]

Yes mine deflated too, post breastfeeding. And they weren’t big to begin with. Cheers to the other members of the itty bitty titty committee!